Every night in my Dreams.

Things that come around and goes around, what a new day again..

Bad days passed after 2days my car break down..with a rims damage. My so called sayang drove me home but she failed to ignore the big whole n hit into it,between i din angry or what,tats my feeling. The 1st things i wanted to know is not the car damage parts is how is she on that time,maybe she scared me will scold her but i wont. Anyway i never felt so heart breaking when i saw the rims gone like tat, the only thing i want on that time is, fetch her home early n safety without letting her parents worried.
The next day i woke up,early in the morning came back from her house under a freaking heavy rain. before i walk out from her house,i went over to kiss her on her head to signals im going back, but she kinda cute with her sleeping pattern.haha!!!!

What a day after finished my work n getting closer to my final exam. i felt so happy of it. Tats a good n bad news for me. Good news is , i gonna graduate soon : ) n the bad news is I don't know where am i heading too. Tats kinda weird for me Xp !!! haha

Sometimes i felt its hard for me n sometimes i scared tat u will go back to him,between i'm in my way to get ur heart love,but there is some crashed around me. sorry to know that a guy is calling to couple back with his ex-girlfriend which i so in love with, but there is something sad is. i don't know how to describe it out based on my feelings. all the things i can do i sure can do it without asking or teaching. I chasing her for 4 months,its ok for me to do everything for her, i treat her very very good and nothing that can make me treat them better than her. I seriously in love with you,but i kinda giving u time,actually sometimes i don't like but i din expressing out my feeling because tats not my problem, i don't know y i still wanna care on it.

Maybe thats true that u still got the feeling toward him, but the main problem for u is " You can't suffering like that again, its gonna take u a badly life time to recover it trust me"
Hopefully he can stop calling you back to Friends tittle to me,its no different with girlfriend and boyfriend that texting and calling everyday and night...yeeee

Thanks for god putting us together everyday n night with seing each other <3

Message to you even i don't know you but i know that u hates me. "Ket Shun"
" THINGS HAS PASSED N THERE IS NO U-TURN FOR MISTAKEN THAT U HAVE DONE,BETWEEN A GIRL LIKE WAI KUAN IS THE PERFECT ONE EVER I MET,SHE DOESN'T ACCEPTED ME BECAUSE SHE STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I DIN'T BLAME U FOR FINDING HER BUT THE WAY U TREAT HER IS TOTALLY OVER,ONCE I SAW THE MESSAGE U SEND TO HER PAST WEEKS,ITS TOTALLY HURT HER BADLY BUT U R ONE OF THE GUYS THAT THINK UR OWN GOODS. SORRY I KEEP CHASING HER AFTER I BEING UP SO CLOSED WITH HER, IM THERE TO BRING HER AWAY FOR THE DARKWAY THAT U HAVE GIVEN TO HER. I DO MY JOB VERY CLEARLY N NICELY FOR HER BEING UP A PERFECT ONE AND BE THE ONE THERE FOR HER ALL THE TIME, I ALSO GOT 1 TIMES HURTS HER DAMD BADLY N I PROMISED TO CHANGE N BE THE GOOD ONE, AFTER THAT INCIDENTS I CHANGED MYSELF TO THE PERFECT ONE,BECAUSE I KNOW THAT WHAT SHE WANTS WITHOUT TELLING ME, I WILL SHOW HER HOW MUCH I LOVE HER,N I HOPE U CAN STOP BEING LIKE TAT,ITS NOT WORTH FOR YOU IN THE FORCING BACK TO LOVE,TATS ONLY GOES BACK TO THE WORS'T EVER MOMENT. I DOING MY RESPONSIBILITY TO TAKE CARE HER N LOVE HER. I DO EVERYTHING WITHOUT GIVING A BROKEN PROMISED AND NEVER LIE TO HER. I can do for Waikuan that i forget n put down my 4 ex girlfriend before this because i know tats girl are usually keep quite but behind of them they are all the feeling towards us. i hopefully u can find other one that suit you K.S " i respect u for so long n i din even think before wanted to scold or find u out,because i do respect u n waikuan situation".........

Please look forward K.S and don't try to pull back the string that u have let go,tats flew too high once u let go,tats y must appreciated every moment without lies on her. n i'm the one who grabbed the strings now. please do not disturb our live. tats all i wanted u to know and awake.n i din't mean that u can get her but the chances for u are GONE.

Time to sleep dy,i freaking tired now.
will be continue.......<3 expression sessionn....to my self