SmiLLing Star

Actually nothing much to blog bout for nwdays, just in the holiday mood : )

Holiday holiday now, nothing much to wondering. Just spend my time more with the one i love : ) I spend the hold holiday with you, and i'm happy to see u everyday with a great smile and happiness moment we sot sot there.

Hopefully ur hand can recovered faster so that u can be back a super girl that can do n learn ur hair course comfortably. As well i'm happy day by day.
Even sad or happy i also there with you : ) cheeexxxxx <3
I will spend my time more to the one love rather than friends or entertainment. This is who i am with my trueness<3 Actually i feel meeting u more n more and it won't course me bored, i put away all the invitation and entertainment to spend with you.
Thats me :) nvr felt bored with you at home, i feel more much comfortable : )

Once again ILoveYou <3
GoodNightzzz

It's real n not a dream

Well well well, im happy holiday now : ) between just finished my exam n is consider my last exam for my college!!! it feel more much better :) after end up the 2subject, i guess that i could get 2 A's and 2 B+ for 4 subject that i've taken for this last semester. haha

Okies,here am i gonna begin a big big suprise day ...
i just done my exam and at night i was feeling to find my friend at G6 club.
well im there with them,and have a happy day with them in there.
especially someone there for me. thats u baby,
well i will always be there like how i treat u.
the feeling is getting more n more power.
the strengh is getting more n more stronger.
i will be there whenever u r weak. don't worry.
ur problem could be solved it whenever im there.
i can do everything to secure u from being suffered like this.
Actually i thinking wanted to sold out my soccer account and get the money
to help ur parents but i scared that they will be shocked with a kind of feeling.
maybe its need times to let everything settle it down.

The moment i kissed you and the moment you looking at me.
I felt so much love between you and me. i kissed a girl i love
and i never felt so strong with this kind of feeling for almost half year.
here u come for me baby. i will always appreciate u.no matter how hard it goes
i might be there with u n will gave u the 100% secure of ur life .
Don't ignore or push away my decision. i have thinking day after day.

So be happy and stay strong. Love you <3

Study for the final paper for the last semester : )

Ops,finally 2 n half years gone like that, my final paper n exam is tmrw : )
woopppsss.hahaha however i still need to be the great one to get n scores A's for my last semester. i doubt i can get 2A's out or 4 paper..but i hopefully can score it all.

Last last paper, i can't imagine it. is the most n tough paper i ever seat on it : )
the hardest paper and subject i ever taken. its Operating System. with UNIX AND LINUX programming paper. Wooottzz.

While i got confident that i can do n pass it,because the one behind there is the most important one for me to go for it.after this : ) im happy and happy : )
everything brand new : )haha.Love works in miracles every day such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything happily.

She has no special talent
No special beauty mark
No invention with a patent
No voice of a comely lark
No hourglass physique
No sunbeam likened smile
No lingering mystique
No manicured nails to file

But what she had she flaunted
With the style of a fur- lined stole
With the chic of a runway model
She flashed her beautiful soul....

thats you THE ONE <3

A great Day of having a good Exam : )

Experience is a great advantage. The problem is that when you get the experience, you're too damned old to do anything about it.An expert is one who knows more and more about less and less.I just realize it : )

Education is a progressive discovery of our own ignorance.Education is what remains after one has forgotten everything he learned in school.Experience is a good school, but the fees are high.Experience is a great advantage. The problem is that when you get the experience, you're too damned old to do anything about it.Experience is not what happens to you. It is what you do with what happens to you.Who dares to teach must never cease to learn.A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops.What we want is to see the child in pursuit of knowledge, and not knowledge in pursuit of the child.Good teachers are those who know how little they know. Bad teachers are those who think they know more than they don't know.

The second past already done,n the feeling for me,is im proud of myself having a great time doing my exam in there,with a good mood why ?? because there are some one in my heart always wanna be the one that always support me : ) with her msg when i woke up early in the morning, thats the moment my mood comes with think of getting A's... exam is exam, studies is studies, but love power is totally different. i might be getting a very happy on it : ) i love you baby. u r the one there for me. Even ur feeling is not think of what i mean but for me tats my feeling. U r my strengh n master key in my life : ) muackkkss!! lots love to u baby.

Exam Exam Exam

Exam mood come again : ) i felt very happy because it almost rch the destination.
I just put out my night time after my exam, to meet someone special to me always. She seen in a kind of bad n sad day. I believe it can be steady and ready to get back up.
She is a kind of working baby, like to work but don't like studies : ) depends on what studies it got : )

I will be always around you..no matter how hard it goes on ur life. All the things have proof that im happy with you but sometimes i kind felt weird with ur feeling lor.Whenever i with you sometimes u got different guys called u but its ok. i trusted u so much with ur lovely notty feeling : ) be happy always. sometimes i felt very bad for myself that be the one for u, n letting u felt sanfu with ur ex finding you back. Thanks for treating me so good n nice, i appreciate it very much : ) Sometimes u notty notty with me but ur notty brings out some cute cute baby face.
and u told me everything bout ur family i listened n tried to gave u some helpness, i mean so much to you from the beginning till now.

When I first met you, I admit I felt something special. In your eyes I see myself.
I was thinking if you felt the same way too.As moments gone by, we begun to know each other more and shared the same feelings.It is such a wonderful feeling everytime we are together, everytime we talk.But let me tell you, when we are apart, when we are silent, it is when my heart longs for you, wants to be with you, wants more of you.It is when you are not around that makes my heart grows deeper in love with you.And when we are together again, I found out that you truly deserve what I have decided and that is giving away my heart to you because I love you.I love you enough to trust you with all my heart.Enough to know that with you, I am secure.
I know sometimes, I am such a childish one, a child who feels fear around his surroundings. Like a mouse in the desert, afraid of being bitten by predators. ^_^
You know what I mean, and I am grateful because you always gives me strength, hope and a feeling of assurance.

Everytime you hold my hands, I feel your comfort and then I know a man is ready enough to fight for me, to take care of me and that man is you and so I am grateful to have you,Whatever life may bring you, whatever mood you have, whatever you do,whatever your decision is, I am here, and I will be here to support you. Love has come our way, we don’t know how, we even can’t explain.We just felt it, let it grow and now we are sharing a love – I believe no one can really understand. As what I have told you before, I can’t promise a life with always happiness because there will be times that we will be sad but this is for sure, no matter what happens I am here just for you – I’ll be.
All you have to do is to call me and open up everything you want to say.
I am here to listen to you, support you, to walk in every step of the way…

A journey ahead of us will not be easy but it will be worth it.
We will do it together.Whatever trials we will be facing, all I want is your hand to hold mine knowing that we can do it together; together we will pass every test, every trial that may come our way.With you, I know everything’s gonna be fine. With you and me, together we will be.
I love you be the one always for you <3
smile baby from "eDDie"

continue my studies : )mood mood baby baby baby i need u seat beside me someday for my another exam to hugz on me, i can study more n more comfortable : ) Muaccksss!!!

Exam Week

I have been studies the whole night and burning the mid-night oil... felt so happy that i gonna graduate soon : ) being a part of that i also quite happy with my self now. and there is someone that always right bside me, thats u Wai Kuan, without you i cant success my studies. : ) Xppp

anyway here are one of the pic i snap in the exam hall while still examing


Haha, i miss you there <3

Loving u is the happiness moment

Is all start with a hot bowl of water like it can't stop burning. As i said so, nothing more much to care than how we turn ourself to.. i have prepared a very special lovely dinner for ur bday that coming soon on 2 December as well is all some special things coming too. i won't let u feel the hardness with me,because the reason im choosing u is, the way u caring me and the lovely smile that u given to me,that nobody can gave me as only u can. I only make u my only and not making me n u lonely. Every day n night i been waiting u to go studies and back from studies safely. All i can do is to gave u a better life for this moment as im still beside you, its only for u n it last forever, even u r nt beside me someday i will always remember the day u spend with me. Can i have a words to u... do u love me ? as how i love u. Will you marry me ?
all this a my question towards u. A special moment that hard to makes me forgottable is, u watched the world cup finals with me, even we cant ended the match fully but we done the 1st part of it. i missed the world cup moment n i hope it never ends, n repeating the second back to 1second for jumping every second.

Baby Baby Wai Kuan, i'm Eddie here seriously love you deeply with my loyalty.


THE 3 words thats always in my mind.

and some edition poem for u : )


day after day im wating for you to be mine most special baby <3

i love you

Out of my thinking mind

there are many ways to settle everything down, i know that i cant help u much but i hopefully i can help you. Coz i treated ur parents like my half of my parents also.
I know that sometimes i can't stand for somethings that u do but i kinda felt so sorry to you. I can't do more than what someone out there can do,maybe u will listened to his advice more than me but is alright, at the end of the day u will know that who is the real one, some one that been treated u so idiotic but u still think of the 2years relationship. yea u r right u can think of it but some times please think of me coz i could be the victims thats felt pain to see wat u doing there, i keep every single words all the day long till now. i hope i could be the one that can stand with u every second u fall n needed. sometimes i feel sad but i just ignore the 1second that i told u so that its wont make our relation getting worst.

All the day i go up n down from ur house, tapao food, fetch u go here and there without saying anything, i just hope that i can give u everything u want. I just treat u only with my full of heart. i have changed myself in my lifestyle,i was seating and thinking all the time, when only u can be the one that can keep happily n satisfy each other heart ??? i trust u however sometimes u do something i don't really like but i hope that u don't lao gai enough jor. tats all.

Till today i was thinking when only u awake, u told n says u try u put him away but u failed to do it, i can do it because i know that i only wanna treat u Only, thats y i went for doctor check up n have some pills to forget the past. I can do it,so means u also can do it.. i hope u can do it.

every day i brought my smile all the way out with u,because i love you thats all. All i wish n hope is u can be my side and love me. Please love me morethan everything. Be happy n stand strong all the way.

I LOVE YOU

I love you with all of my heart, body ,and soul. You complete me. You make my life worth living. To have known you and to have loved you has been the most beautiful dream. I can only hope that I never wake up

Say Cheeseee Memories

What a day again for me to think bout the memories that we spend together.
just randomly think bout it before i went out to hang kai kai..hehe
here are some pic sayang : )


THE DAY I WENT PD WITH PARENTS AND I WROTE YOUR NAME ON THE SANDS <3 I MISS YOU FROM FAR AWAY
I MISS YOU <3 BIG BIG ON THE SANDS ! haha
This is the special ONE with your name and my name :)



This is the 1st time i brought u there for buffet dinner. the 1st baby boy to bring u there,n mum mum..miss the day <3

Here we are at Quattro baby..this is the 1st wish club for u,that u said u wanna go, here u r : ) i brought u there : )



Deng deng !! nice nice n sweet sweet picture <3

ALL i can is the stay strong with every moment till we get in love together baby.
I just so happy with our days. we see n meet each other. but the best things for me is,i willing to do everything for u,like cham cha, take snacks,and wash n cook together. oppss!!! somemore mop ah girl PPEEEEE!!! haha... i will to do for u whenever u are lazy. sayang.

Day after day i feel so much better with my happiness : )

Every night in my Dreams.

Things that come around and goes around, what a new day again..

Bad days passed after 2days my car break down..with a rims damage. My so called sayang drove me home but she failed to ignore the big whole n hit into it,between i din angry or what,tats my feeling. The 1st things i wanted to know is not the car damage parts is how is she on that time,maybe she scared me will scold her but i wont. Anyway i never felt so heart breaking when i saw the rims gone like tat, the only thing i want on that time is, fetch her home early n safety without letting her parents worried.
The next day i woke up,early in the morning came back from her house under a freaking heavy rain. before i walk out from her house,i went over to kiss her on her head to signals im going back, but she kinda cute with her sleeping pattern.haha!!!!

What a day after finished my work n getting closer to my final exam. i felt so happy of it. Tats a good n bad news for me. Good news is , i gonna graduate soon : ) n the bad news is I don't know where am i heading too. Tats kinda weird for me Xp !!! haha

Sometimes i felt its hard for me n sometimes i scared tat u will go back to him,between i'm in my way to get ur heart love,but there is some crashed around me. sorry to know that a guy is calling to couple back with his ex-girlfriend which i so in love with, but there is something sad is. i don't know how to describe it out based on my feelings. all the things i can do i sure can do it without asking or teaching. I chasing her for 4 months,its ok for me to do everything for her, i treat her very very good and nothing that can make me treat them better than her. I seriously in love with you,but i kinda giving u time,actually sometimes i don't like but i din expressing out my feeling because tats not my problem, i don't know y i still wanna care on it.

Maybe thats true that u still got the feeling toward him, but the main problem for u is " You can't suffering like that again, its gonna take u a badly life time to recover it trust me"
Hopefully he can stop calling you back to Friends tittle to me,its no different with girlfriend and boyfriend that texting and calling everyday and night...yeeee

Thanks for god putting us together everyday n night with seing each other <3

Message to you even i don't know you but i know that u hates me. "Ket Shun"
" THINGS HAS PASSED N THERE IS NO U-TURN FOR MISTAKEN THAT U HAVE DONE,BETWEEN A GIRL LIKE WAI KUAN IS THE PERFECT ONE EVER I MET,SHE DOESN'T ACCEPTED ME BECAUSE SHE STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I DIN'T BLAME U FOR FINDING HER BUT THE WAY U TREAT HER IS TOTALLY OVER,ONCE I SAW THE MESSAGE U SEND TO HER PAST WEEKS,ITS TOTALLY HURT HER BADLY BUT U R ONE OF THE GUYS THAT THINK UR OWN GOODS. SORRY I KEEP CHASING HER AFTER I BEING UP SO CLOSED WITH HER, IM THERE TO BRING HER AWAY FOR THE DARKWAY THAT U HAVE GIVEN TO HER. I DO MY JOB VERY CLEARLY N NICELY FOR HER BEING UP A PERFECT ONE AND BE THE ONE THERE FOR HER ALL THE TIME, I ALSO GOT 1 TIMES HURTS HER DAMD BADLY N I PROMISED TO CHANGE N BE THE GOOD ONE, AFTER THAT INCIDENTS I CHANGED MYSELF TO THE PERFECT ONE,BECAUSE I KNOW THAT WHAT SHE WANTS WITHOUT TELLING ME, I WILL SHOW HER HOW MUCH I LOVE HER,N I HOPE U CAN STOP BEING LIKE TAT,ITS NOT WORTH FOR YOU IN THE FORCING BACK TO LOVE,TATS ONLY GOES BACK TO THE WORS'T EVER MOMENT. I DOING MY RESPONSIBILITY TO TAKE CARE HER N LOVE HER. I DO EVERYTHING WITHOUT GIVING A BROKEN PROMISED AND NEVER LIE TO HER. I can do for Waikuan that i forget n put down my 4 ex girlfriend before this because i know tats girl are usually keep quite but behind of them they are all the feeling towards us. i hopefully u can find other one that suit you K.S " i respect u for so long n i din even think before wanted to scold or find u out,because i do respect u n waikuan situation".........

Please look forward K.S and don't try to pull back the string that u have let go,tats flew too high once u let go,tats y must appreciated every moment without lies on her. n i'm the one who grabbed the strings now. please do not disturb our live. tats all i wanted u to know and awake.n i din't mean that u can get her but the chances for u are GONE.

Time to sleep dy,i freaking tired now.
will be continue.......<3 expression sessionn....to my self